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From now !

I wish this year wakes you up with kisses,
Drowned in lips pressed against your skin , Let all the wishes turn into kisses  And let the year be like none other !  Wishing you all a lovely new year !!

With bike !

It's just a bike for others
But for me it's a ride for love  I have loved all the speed breakers  That feeling of hugging u tight  And looking at you drive fast  And wen u hold my jaw I get my nerves out  The dark roads and the bridges should have  Seen the most romantic kisses of the world  That second when you kiss me The Heavens talk ,rain begins  And the sky turns black  I only recollect my eyelashes kissing  It might just be a ride  But for me I have lived every moment of my life in it  And only your bike can give me those feelings ! ! 


Every now and then I see a part of you I have never seen 
Birds can swim and fish can fly  The road is alone and there is no one to arrive  One of these days you realize watching me  Well I tried to talk but I can't  My soul is turned to steal  This happens every time I feel to tell you how I feel .. So if you ever love somebody  You need to keep them closer  If you lose grip of their body You are falling deeper in love  In love  Deeper in love!

Life ..

What is the secret of your  success ? 
Right decisions . But how do you make right decisions ?  Experience  And how do you get experience?  Wrong decisions .
This is how I conclude life !


Stop using your past to gauge whether or not love is coming into your life. Stop looking back if you are really looking forward to having someone special one day. When you look back on your past, you should be looking back with a mindset of learning from your mistakes. You should be looking back remembering that what you have been through, will always aid you towards growing into a better person. Stop feeling like you are cursed or that you have bad luck because you have been through a few bad situations with a few bad people. All of us go through trials. All of us have been through a few things designed to break our spirit, faith and beliefs. However, life always gives us the gift of redemption and the gift of bouncing back. You could be hurting today and end up being happy tomorrow. Don't be so hard on yourself. Learn to be more proud, patient and positive as great things start to take place in your life. 


Instead of asking 
Why they left ?  Now, I would ask  What beauty will I create in the place they no longer occupy ... And will I ?

Rewrite your life..

Decide who you would have been .Decide who you want to become and work towards becoming that. You can let go and start something new, you can build a life completely different from what anyone who knew you expects from you. It's your right - it is your life and you're the one who has to live it. No one else can.
Breaking the ties may be hard, but if the situation's extreme it may be the best thing you can do. Live your life by what you believe and accept the happiness that comes your way in real !!

It's  vital to understand what trustworthy life is ...

Fact of life

The whole value process is like depositing money into a savings account. All the things you do for the other person is the principal. That's not to be touched. You can only start "withdrawing" value from the relationship once you've contributed enough to generate some interest. Trust me, I learned this the hard way !

You ?

While stress causes some people to crumble, mentally strong people continue to thrive in the midst of added tension. In fact, they view adversity as an opportunity for self-growth.Whether they're dealing with financial setbacks, health problems, or workplace difficulties, mentally strong people don't let stress drag them down They accept that stress is part of life. While some people waste time and energy thinking things like, "I shouldn't have to deal with this," mentally strong people know that setbacks, problems, and hardships are inevitableWhen stressful situations arise, they devote their efforts into doing what they can to move forward. Even when they can't change the circumstances, they know they can always take steps to improve their lives.They keep problems in proper perspective.They take care of their physical health.Mentally strong people recognize the importance of keeping their bodies in smooth operating condition. They recognize they won't be …

Dec 9

This day is so special
The eyes met the soul  And started a new life  For all the good and hard times  Staying together matters And we were so  And your love  Is all that I have to live  Hoping good things a bunch I would always Love being with you  Live with you For a million years  Looking into your eyes  I will live rest of my life ! 

Celebrate life

Birthdays in childhood wow .. Those were the best birthdays ever . Though it's not my birthday today am writing here because a boy came to my home to give the birthday sweets . I couldn't send him back empty so I gave him a packet of chocolates and a kiss 😍.I am a neat clean super boy look with perfect hairstyle and proper dress . The real feel comes in when all your classmates wear uniform and yourself colour dress . The birthday boy becomes the hero . Singing happy birthday in the assembly feels like giving an award....with all these thoughts waiting for my upcoming birthday 😝

Birthdays are special ...😎

They !

Most people only pay attention to the final product called success .They say that they cannot be like them because Luck has favored them.
But what most don't see is what they have overcome. The struggles,rejection,rumors,criticism,betrayals and the empty bank account !!!
There is only one difference between them and they   Who quits and who doesn't ! 
They have showed up everyday They have learned everyday They have improved everyday They have fought like quitting everyday
They have become who they are today ! 
Keep fighting and your success will be spoken one day !

Watercolour & Pencil


Navarathri @ my home


Ears for kids

This evening I was thinking about some kids who are facing many difficulties in their young age .We always think they are the happiest when we see them .They just have to eat ,sleep,study ,play vice versa.They need not make money, take care of family burdens,no need to pay loans and need not know what's happening around .We do think about our childhood days and wonder won't those days come back .
The truth is the kids these days are facing a major problem at home .A Kids world is surrounded by home and school. Schools always follow a system so they have a set of rules to be followed by the kids but then at home it is not like that though discipline is important. When your kids come home from school always listen to what they say.They will have million things to say.It might be a big thing for them but not for us.But still it's your kid and you need to know what they are saying and give ears .Let it be a complaint ,what they did in school, who got punishment, who did the ho…

Burj khalifa

A tower reaching for the sky 
The tallest in the world they say. 
The tiny country of Dubai 
is very proud they can display 

A master piece in steel and glass 
A building that must be world class 
A tower meant to demonstrate 
the power of this little State. 


Sir:Children to be successful in life an aim is a must.It propels us forward.
Children: An aim propels us!  Sir:Tell me what makes you come to school everyday? Children:PARENTS !

True man

The bags under my eyes tell stories,
just like the rings of a tree trunk.

One ring holds stories of the night shifts I worked ,Another holds a long night of loving someone ,But the deepest ones are from staying up all day ,to make my family happy .

But these will never go away....

Happens for some not me !

I had my money and my friend
I gave my money to my friend
I asked my money to my friend
I lost my money and my friend !!

When mind runs

This is something that I scribbled in my diary 5 years back !

It's sleepless nights 
I could hear the traffic moving  It's at this time I could think for myself How cruel life has been  It's like please god don't get my life in trouble  But again the same continues  How much can I bear ..stronger shoulders I feel m too young to be this empty  How could life be so cruel to me  Accept the weird reality  But at times it's the worst tragedy  There is nothing other than happiness I need  Life ditches at times without anything  And leaves blank in hell  Can't die or live  The word I hate adjust  No option left
I pray !!!

Clever Tin

Sam: I have found one rupee coin !
Tin:Its mine ! My father gave me a rupee coin this morning. Sam:But I have found two fifty paise coins,not a one rupee coin. Tin: Thats all right.when my coin fell it must have broken into two fifty-paise coins !!!


At a restaurant, a cockroach suddenly flew from somewhere and sat on a lady.
She started screaming out of fear.
With a panic stricken face and trembling voice,she started jumping, with both her hands desperately trying to get rid of the cockroach.
Her reaction was contagious, as everyone in her group also got panicky.
The lady finally managed to push the cockroach away but landed on another lady in the group.
Now, it was the turn of the other lady in the group to continue the drama.
The waiter rushed forward to their rescue.
In the relay of throwing, the cockroach next fell upon the waiter.
The waiter stood firm, composed himself and observed the behavior of the cockroach on his shirt.
When he was confident enough, he grabbed it with his fingers and threw it out of the restaurant.
Sipping my coffee and watching the amusement, the antenna of my mind picked up a few thoughts and started wondering, was the cockroach
responsible for their histrionic behavior?
If so, then why was the waiter not …


I want to grow with you, to see how much we can thrive together. I want to help you fight for your dreams, and see them come to life. I want to be there for you, when it all seems too much, I want to be the voice that reminds you of hope. I want to make you smile and laugh, to experience joy every day. I want to be real with you, to open myself and lay down my armor. I want quiet nights, filled with sweet nothings. I want days filled with you, and I want to continue seeing you, in your weakest or in your strongest, I want to be there with you.


Look at the trees
And what do you see?
The beauty of God.

Look at the flowers
And what do you see?
The beauty of God.

Look at the sky
And what do you see?
The beauty of God.

Now, look in the mirror
And what do you see?
The beauty of God !!

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Empty pocket teaches you life
A full pocket spoils you in million ways !


The past is the past for a reason
That is where it is supposed to stay
But some cannot let it go
In their heads it eats away

Until all their focus becomes
The person that they used to be
The mistakes they made in their life
Oh, if only they could see

That you cannot change what happened
No matter how hard you try
No matter how much you think about it
No matter how much you cry

What happens in your lifetime
Happens for reasons unknown
So you have to let the cards unfold
Let your story be shown

Don't get wrapped up in the negative
Be happy with what you have been given
Live for today not tomorrow
Get up, get out and start living

Because the past is the past for a reason
It's been and now it is gone
So stop trying to think of ways to fix it
It's done, it's unchangeable, move on

First Pastels

Oil pastels I loved it .I never knew that oil pastel painting would be such beautiful and easy to stroke.Its just that we have to know how to hold it and sketch.As I am a beginner I first checked YouTube and learnt how to paint simple ones.I had some canvas boards with me but as I am trying pastels for the first time thought to do it with normal drawing paper.I really wanted to draw a fish or a bird but thought it would be difficult and started with a big tree like a grade one child does in drawing period .Then I tried some scenary,mermaid,Radha Krishna,flowers ,a dark night and so on.The pictures have come out well ,not bad .I am planning to draw a beach , butterfly , boat and continue with my work.I don't know what to do with all the boards so I have decided to take it to my home town , frame it and hang .

Planning to gift some for my close friends ! 

Posting a cartoon and pencil sketch as well .

As I said painting is a beautiful language.You have to paint to know how it feels .

Keeping count

Peter:Jijo !what happened to your hand ?
Jijo:I tried to count my pet dogs teeth
Jijo:He shut his mouth to count my fingers !

Moral:Not required :)


Eid  in Dubai is always an exciting time. Dubai, the city that never sleeps, is full of fun and excitement activities to indulge into during the Eid holidays .I would say people should visit Dubai during this period.The festival of food, colors, aromas,sales (eeee) goes on.The three days off was well spent roaming .It was a difficult task to reach Dubai from my home.Open the window anytime and its traffic all time .The first thing that I did was trying three different hotels . Should say that it was damn crowded but had some yummy food so that I can get some more energy to roam around.I couldn't find anybody sitting alone an eating .They have come with their families .The small babies were asleep.Look at any shop it was all about sale and crowd .I managed to peep in and buy some t shirts ,story books ,some fabric colors and some lipstick :)There were different cultural dance shows going on , Poster exhibitions,singing goes on  .So for me it was all about going out and roam as much…

Just a working man

This morning while drinking Horlicks my head thought how does it feel for an ordinary man to go for work and save the family till the end of his  life .It seems to be nice when we see from outside but it's real hardship they go through.

There are two sides for a coin like wise here also .Just writing one side of it !

I am not sure whether I can portray what they feel but just putting in some of my views .

Firstly what came to my head is -BOYS hate COMPARISM !

Their life would be happy till 10 th or 11 th grade ,playing cricket ,roaming around the clock.A father who shouts all time an a mother who supports him .All his wishes have succeeded by the help of his mother....there is a saying mothers support son and fathers support daughters ! Ha ha ..

From 12 th grade his life starts .
Don't roam around here and there without studying .Sit and study !
Questions arised -when is your final exams ? Which group are you going to study ? Will you be doing post graduation ? Etc etc


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Never doubt the power of prayer !

Happy fishes @ my home

What did i do this week end ?I spent a day in the ornamental fish shop near my house .I have 2 tanks in my house a rectangle one  and a bowl.Thought of adding some more small colourful fishes and some big ones.This Craze for fishes started from my home town .I remember me and my brother taking some empty bisleri bottles to the river next to my house and dip it and collect some small fishes and tadpoles and we leave it free in the well which is in our farm.And we used to put some bread and rice into the well for the fishes.Those memorable days :).We did have a tank with 70 fishes such as black,white,orange,red mole,tiger,angel,succer,fighter,gowra,cat fish,neon,Tetra,some guppies...goes on .

A motor wherein a boy pees :)We used to close the roof of the tank so that the fishes dont suicide :)

Though i don't have a well& a river here and i live away from my hometown i managed to have some fish tanks at my home.

Adding some pictures for you all

Madness follow even when you get old…

Oh ! Noo

Why dint you wake up early ?
Why don't you brush your teeth  And then smile at me ? Why do you Wink at me ?  I was sleeping  inside  Won't I wait until you  Brush and come .. Why did you disturb me ? I too have a family Sleeping  At my home called fridge That's ok you woke me up ... But then why dint you Hug me properly  You put me down  And took my life !

Permanent/temporary address ?

No matter how badly you try to keep in touch with your family and friends,moving abroad makes them apart.Facebook ,Skype and what's app helps to an extent but not in a long run.

Moving abroad is a selfish choice actually .In my case not 😝

I know that I am making my family happy .I am blessed with a family who hide their true feelings towards me .They don't burden me with fears instead,it's like if you are happy we are happy too.

I love moving abroad but that moment in airport when I check in and say bye from far away with a flying kiss to my lovely people who stand with tears in the visitors area.Thats the hardest part of moving abroad I would say .

Where is home ?
International life? Yes? No?

Melody day

I am not a Malayali girl but the love towards Malayalam songs increases day by day .I have not heard  much during 80-90 period as I was busy with my boarding life  and friends .Melody songs and the dark clouds are one among my hate list .The dark clouds make me cry ! Funny but yea that's the truth.
If I go to beach on a cloudy day there is nothing more worse to spoil my day .
I have learnt music for 9 years from three different teachers but still I feel difficult to learn or even practice Malayalam songs.I feel Tamil ,Hindi and English more easier .
I love hearing Malayalam songs when I need calmness around me .The best time would be when I am alone at home .
With all my love I practiced to write and read Malayalam as well as Tamil.
I believe that if you can pronounce Malayalam letters you can survive anywhere in this world and learn any other language.
So this morning I started with some melodies so thought of writing what I feel ...
I know that there are many people around who …


I am having this feeling for a long time .Should  I be in Facebook or not ? 
I feel like spending the whole day in fb and what's app .I couldn't feel anything interesting  .Just few updates ,photos,dub smash,trailers,some news and some advice.I feel like seeing the same thing again and again .I have so much of work to do but still I feel to see what's the new story showing up. Few days back I deactivated fb for two days and the peace I had in my life was superb but then, my friend called me asking hey ! Did you see fb I have posted some pics .I logged in again .This is happening for a long time now . I don't upload much pics or do a status  update but, still I have to keep scrolling the page .I thought why should I make a sandwich inside my head  ?I knew that it's a disease so I decided to quit fb  for now 😝  Only what's app and I love it except forward messages 😛
I hate writing long stories ...tried my best to keep it short ..

Childhood Memory ...

When i saw the largest aquarium, the first thing that popped into my head is the aquarium which i saw for the  first time ever in my life and how beautiful  i felt that day .I felt like swimming even when i was sleeping at night..That aquarium which i saw in my home town was the biggest surprise and aww .It is situated near malampuzha dam .I still remember the rope car ride and the full day of enjoyment eating pop corn.
Adding some pictures of the aquarium which i visited when i was a kid and the one which i visited recently .

I Always cherish my child hood days !